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Here’s the video to “GMDGTS”. The beat is Star Slinger’s Remix of Gold Panda’s “Marriage”. 

You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking. -Marianne Williamson

whenever I have doubts about being open in my pursuit of my passion regardless of how it seems to everyone else. great affirmation

Dad’s Last Day

I’m working on writing a commencement speech for a community college back east, and in looking for inspiration I went back to some old blog posts. Here’s one that I wrote about my Dad’s last day a couple years ago. With some of the recent deaths this week, take a moment and reach out to a loved one, and let them know that they are.

No stress awakening,

Still relaxed from the previous evening’s celebration

Shirtless in shorts, I shake off the cobwebs

Pace across the catwalk over to your room.

Today’s the day you leave again for Tijuana.

That clinic’s giving us our last clinging hope.

Time’s ticking

I’m praying with a heightened faith I’ve never really experienced before.

This is the visit, This is the one, This is the turning point

You’ll be reinvigorated, You’ll be brought back to the work still left unfinished.

You take my arm, I take you downstairs,

Assisted step by step til we get you in the Backyard.

You remind me of the vitamins of the sun,

Your simple pure gratitude can’t be more powerful

And more different than the language your frail body speaks.

We watch football, and you come in and out,

But in it enough to hi five a score for the underdog.

I encourage you to just get a couple bites down,

Spoonfuls of lettuce wrap filling,

With a kiss for Ate and I, Mom’s watching on, sun peering in at her back

Mundane to the untrained eye

But profound to mine, seared onto my mind’s eye

Cause today, there would be no Mexico,

Just a realization…

If your spirit proves to be far greater than that of your physical

Is it fair to still keep you here when you have higher work?

So we say our goodbyes,

20 of us gathered in the living room now

Your vision blacked out, your consciousness sporadic,

But your triumph is near.

You rise on your own, lifted by some grace

You gaze panoramically at your family assembled,

And breathe in its essence, refreshing you to a peaceful resignation.

We call the ambulance

For maybe we just might be able to hold on for awhile longer.

I trail the ambulance,

my mind failing to grasp the stark reality.

Into the emergency they say it’s only low sugar,

But I see a different story,

It’s begun.

Code Blue, Code Blue, Code Blue.

The eternity encased within those minutes

Exponentially more excruciating,

Then any moment that’s ever hung within my balance

But it came: “Who want’s to call it?”

Then silence and worry, turned to static, the onset

A rush of emotion with no equal I have ever met,

Emergency room wailing, ripped from the movies.

But time has passed now

Hindsight viewed clearly through the rearview, your higher purpose now being met.

Just know that every lesson you’ve pounded and reiterated

Is engrained, and I carry it with the greatest honor.

My life forever forged on the path for this certain greatness you believed possible for myself, I will

carry it on just like you said, Dad, I will carry on your dream to inspire.

Love you, and I’ll see you soon enough.

My two favorite Coachella pictures so far. Lucent Dossier Experience and SubFocus

My two favorite Coachella pictures so far. Lucent Dossier Experience and SubFocus

New 12FV Tanks For Coachella…illnasty!


Coachella 2012 tank top designed by 12fv:

Preorders available now for the Coachella tank tops. Preorders will ship first week of April to guarantee shipment before Weekend 1. For friends who want to reserve/guarantee their size but want to pick it up locally, you can select the option below as well. International orders will ship after Coachella is over. Tank tops start at $15 (obo, jk).

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Here’s a remix of Hooray For Earth’s - True Loves. Such an ill track. we had to drop one on this. riggsyfort & anomaly

Here’s the video of December 3, 1946. Check out the mixtape at riggsyfort.bandcamp.com